bad flu day..
down with a bad flu tis morn..or is i was too sad last nite??..tat caused me to be ill today?..lolz..wat crap is tis..anw..i haven recovered yet..still sad..yet i couldnt say it out..tis darkest, deepest secret..guess only lyn and shawn know..but they promised not to tell any single soul..i know they wont..haiz..nopez..now esther oso know le..but she oso promised wont tell anyone..
yesterday went to work..first day of work..went to uncle's office..e job he assigned to us is rather easy actually..just tiring after doing a lot..his job is actually helping others to design banners..guess is called advertisement design or something..first thing i did was to tear off e sticker-like thing..so many to do!..lolz..my fingers are tired.. but no choice..hv to continue until i could finish all..first day at work mahz..must adapt??..lolz..wateva..anw after tat uncle gave a treat of chicken rice..tat was lousy..not as tasty as home cook one..lolz..i know i'm picky oso..heh..anw..back to e office..second thing to do was to carve out words from e banner..tat was much more challenging and interesting..wateva..at around 5 something..finally can go home le..uncle fetched me back to mrt station..den i took mrt home..tat was horrible..so many stations siarh..almost half an hour on e train..tired..when i reached clementi..still muz walk 15min back home..by e time i reached home..6.30 le..sianz..so tired..some more dinner is leftovers of my sis and bro and father..kaoz..tat was terrible..
after tat.."zhou chuan xiong" called me..he wanted to ask me bout e movie thingy..it was all planned tat we'd b meeting tmr..but now..i'm here at home..din go out..cos of some reasons..tat all happened last nite..well..lyn knows e reason..and lyn's not going as well..i hope limin isnt angry with us..jiahui just called me..she din know tat we're not going today..i sms her last nite to tell her tat..i sms her twice..but she only on her fone tis morn..i m so sorry!!..hope she isnt angry oso..anw i told her to watch with them..hope they dun leave out jiahui..haiz..wateva..i m too restless to care bout tis now..my fone isnt with me..lent to sis..she going to work at uncle's office..i know someone called me just now..but she din tell me who tat was..i heard my fone ring..but din bother to find out who tat was..anw..it doesnt matter to me anymore whoeva tat caller was..wateva..
sAd. sAd. sAd. i m sOOO sAd. nO oNe wOuLd uNdErStAnd e pAiN i m gOiNg tHrU RiGhT nOw. bUt lYk i sAy.. TiMe HeAlS aLl wOuNdS. i'll sOoN bE aLL rIgHt.
anw..getting guilty for my bdae prezzie has become impossible..all has gone down e drain..not cos no one's gonna buy for me..but .... haiz..forget it..i'd rather take a duplicated one..haiz..well nvm..i know no one knows wat i'm talking bout now..no one has to know.. according to wat esther meiz has calculated for me..66 more days for me b one year older..i hope next yr's wud b a happier yr for me..last yr was able to celebrate MY DAY with e all my good frenz..except someone who was extra..hoping next yr wud b a better yr..dun expect to celebrate with anyone..but hope at least pple rmb tat day of MINE..lolz..i muz b too demanding again..haiz..wateva..
not expecting anyone to leave any msg for me..but do sms me..i'm real bored and depressed..i need a shoulder to lean on..ears tat listen to me..hands willing to help me from trouble..well..most impt of all..a hug tat makes me feel warm..
i'm sick..v sick..haiz..*sniff*..
Currently listening to: jay's dong feng po
Currently feeling: blank..nothing..speechles
down with a bad flu tis morn..or is i was too sad last nite??..tat caused me to be ill today?..lolz..wat crap is tis..anw..i haven recovered yet..still sad..yet i couldnt say it out..tis darkest, deepest secret..guess only lyn and shawn know..but they promised not to tell any single soul..i know they wont..haiz..nopez..now esther oso know le..but she oso promised wont tell anyone..
yesterday went to work..first day of work..went to uncle's office..e job he assigned to us is rather easy actually..just tiring after doing a lot..his job is actually helping others to design banners..guess is called advertisement design or something..first thing i did was to tear off e sticker-like thing..so many to do!..lolz..my fingers are tired.. but no choice..hv to continue until i could finish all..first day at work mahz..must adapt??..lolz..wateva..anw after tat uncle gave a treat of chicken rice..tat was lousy..not as tasty as home cook one..lolz..i know i'm picky oso..heh..anw..back to e office..second thing to do was to carve out words from e banner..tat was much more challenging and interesting..wateva..at around 5 something..finally can go home le..uncle fetched me back to mrt station..den i took mrt home..tat was horrible..so many stations siarh..almost half an hour on e train..tired..when i reached clementi..still muz walk 15min back home..by e time i reached home..6.30 le..sianz..so tired..some more dinner is leftovers of my sis and bro and father..kaoz..tat was terrible..
after tat.."zhou chuan xiong" called me..he wanted to ask me bout e movie thingy..it was all planned tat we'd b meeting tmr..but now..i'm here at home..din go out..cos of some reasons..tat all happened last nite..well..lyn knows e reason..and lyn's not going as well..i hope limin isnt angry with us..jiahui just called me..she din know tat we're not going today..i sms her last nite to tell her tat..i sms her twice..but she only on her fone tis morn..i m so sorry!!..hope she isnt angry oso..anw i told her to watch with them..hope they dun leave out jiahui..haiz..wateva..i m too restless to care bout tis now..my fone isnt with me..lent to sis..she going to work at uncle's office..i know someone called me just now..but she din tell me who tat was..i heard my fone ring..but din bother to find out who tat was..anw..it doesnt matter to me anymore whoeva tat caller was..wateva..
sAd. sAd. sAd. i m sOOO sAd. nO oNe wOuLd uNdErStAnd e pAiN i m gOiNg tHrU RiGhT nOw. bUt lYk i sAy.. TiMe HeAlS aLl wOuNdS. i'll sOoN bE aLL rIgHt.
anw..getting guilty for my bdae prezzie has become impossible..all has gone down e drain..not cos no one's gonna buy for me..but .... haiz..forget it..i'd rather take a duplicated one..haiz..well nvm..i know no one knows wat i'm talking bout now..no one has to know.. according to wat esther meiz has calculated for me..66 more days for me b one year older..i hope next yr's wud b a happier yr for me..last yr was able to celebrate MY DAY with e all my good frenz..except someone who was extra..hoping next yr wud b a better yr..dun expect to celebrate with anyone..but hope at least pple rmb tat day of MINE..lolz..i muz b too demanding again..haiz..wateva..
not expecting anyone to leave any msg for me..but do sms me..i'm real bored and depressed..i need a shoulder to lean on..ears tat listen to me..hands willing to help me from trouble..well..most impt of all..a hug tat makes me feel warm..
i'm sick..v sick..haiz..*sniff*..
Currently listening to: jay's dong feng po
Currently feeling: blank..nothing..speechles
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